Ok things where hard when I got here...
I was in, yet again, another big city... I really miss the country side, or at least a city with less than a billion people, and Barcelona is one of the most densly popluated cities.
The first night here.
I met a girl who was in my room and her and a group of folks, a couple from our room and some other folks she has met, where going to see Paul Oakenfold. Yes, Paul Oakenfold, how freakin cool is that! So I had an OK day, just got settled and start ed meeting all of the travelers in my hostel, the Barcelona Mar Hostel at 80 Sant Pau, if you are in this area, you must stay here, it is the best hostel EVer. Do you understand the emphasis, EVer! So, getting settled, meeting people, met these two really great Aussies, Dan and Frank, these guys are great and this girl Sophie, a Brit, who I was going to go see Paul with that evening....well, let me start with the day.
So the first day here,
got settled, met Dan and Frank and we hiked all the way up to what, I think is one of the highest points in Barcelona because we had the most amazing view once we got to the top we could see all of Barcelona, the city and the sea. There was also a really cool fort at the top, don´t worry Wyatt, I got a picture of the fort for you! Hung out with these folks until that evening.
Got ready for the disco with Sophie and the rest of the folks that we were going with, I´ve never seen a guy straigten his hair before that night, it was a bit, ok, a lot funny, because it really didn´t look any better straightened. Any who, there was an American guy, that had been living in Barcelona for about a year, and he knew where we could catch the bus, included in teh price of teh ticket, because it was a couple miles away and metro and normal buses would not be running by the time we left....so there was almost 10 of us, we played some drinking games before we left, although I remained responsibly sober enough, and headed to the bus...Sophie and I were having a great time dancing to the first DJ and the Slovenian girls where totally making fun of me. Whatever, I am pretty use to that... the music was great... as the evening progressed the guys were all buying Sophie and the other girls drinks, and I, well, felt very unwanted, which, I obviously was, so I wandered up to the fornt and made my way around the disco. I felt a little bad, because, well, it always seems like this happens with me. I am different, a little weird, but that´s who I am, and I don´t want to be anyone else. It still hurts sometimes though. Regardless, I danced my booty of and really enjoyed listeing and dancing to Paul Oakenfold, fucking right in front of me! I always wonder what DJ´s look like. By 5am, my little feet were tired, I didn´t sleep on the train on the way from Canne, which was a night train, well I slept a bit, but not really. So, it was time for me to go home. I eventually found the people I came with, and told Sophie I was going to leave. She told me she was not ready, and asked a couple other folks, they too were not ready to go. This was not true, they just didn´t want to leave with me. Sam had been drunk off his booty from the time we got there, and one of the Slovenian girls had been asking her friend if she was ready for awhile. But they were all drunk and horny and starting to make out, or try, with each other...so that wasn´t going to happen with me, so they were all going to stay. I didn´t expect anyone to leave with me. Not a big surprise. I went outside and attempted to find my bus. Noone wanted to help me. I spent then next 30 minutes trying to catch a cab. They didn´t want to pick me up. There are drunk, fucked up people everywhere. People I don´t want to notice me. People that are in a state of mind that doesn´t need to envolve the little blonde foreign girl that speaks really bad Spanish. So, I wait. Not really sure what to do next. There is no way I can walk. I have no idea where I am. I don´t know what I am waiting for, just don´t really know what to do except to try and remain unnoticed. Eventually I see Sophie comes out, she is starting to cry. They were all going to just let her leave alone...hmmm that sounds really framiliar. Long story a bit shorter. She saw that she should have left with me, because it is wrong to leave someone alone in a foreign place on their first night there and that we only have each other as the tribe of travelers...yada yada yada, the bus driver saw her and I and got us on the bus...I love you for that, Gustavo I think his name was, and made it home alive and not robbed to the hostel...
the next day was still kinda rough, did nothing but stay at the hostel, wandered a bit near the hostel, got my pictures off my camera onto the flash drive... feeling very out of place, and I think that is when I wrote the blog about being homesick... tried to do laundry, it was a failure, i cried, got a great hug from Dan, thanks for that Dan, you are truly a great guy, and not just for the hug... I will miss you and I hope one day I´ll make to see him on the Gold Coast in Australia...
Yesterday life improved I met Mike from San Jose area... we´ve had a great time together... tonight we went to a great Tapas place and then to a Jazz club that turned into a disco! It was great...and we just got back and I wrote all this...my feet are stinky and sore, and now...I must sleep...
Love to all,
Holly